Weary

My emotions get the best of me for the most part and I over think alot of things too. I sometime think it causes the downfall in all my relationships. My insecurities come not because I don't think I cant keep someone but they come because everyone that I ever had been with is now gone. Rather it be my fault or theirs.

I have a problem: I spend money like its water. And alot of times spend it before I get it. It's gottta stop. It's becoming an addiction. I'm about to look for shit now as I'm writing this. SHIT!

I'm in a relationship right now. I wanna stay in it. I hate games. I hate lies.