Dear Friend

Its been a minute since I've actually written in it and now that I'm taking the time to write it down it feels strange knowing that so many people will be reading my thoughts.  Last time we talked we kinda left on unstable terms.  I don't know how you feel about me but i guess i kinda miss you.  Only as a friend though even though for a little while we had more.  It's been a little while and I heard you doing fine even though you just a some miles away i would feel better if you was right here, not by my side just within fewer miles.  I tried to help you best I can but now I really wish that I could have done more and really followed through to make sure you was ok.  But anyway I heard you was doing fine and saving up to come back.  I hope that saving is almost over and you really come back where you always said you wanted to be.  I only think about you when I look through my phonebook, which clearly must be hella times in order for me to end up writing about you.